always look at the bigger picture

i love myself today (non-webdings version)

for the next month, my goal is to show myself a little love (get your mind out of the gutter =). i will make decisions that will benefit me in the future and that'll bring me one step closer to where i want to be, or who i want to be. for example, for the past few weeks (going on months now) i've been a zombie at work, and utterly useless on our ball hockey team due to a lack of sleep. surprisingly, i'm getting more sleep than i used to in university but i honestly get headaches at work from NOT DOING ANYTHING! so now, i'll take care of myself. i won't get to do what i want to do after a long and drawn out day at work, but i'll do what's best for me. i'll do what needs to be done (finish compiling steph and chris' wedding video which is now almost 2 months overdue, laundry - thank goodness i still live at home, and keeping up with people - especially dez), and get to sleep early. it's time to take advantage of the able body i've been given and challenge myself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

i've been putting off reading this one book called "Jesus among other gods" by Ravi Zacharias for over 2 months now. i started by borrowing it from our church library, but i had to return it within the 3 weeks i was allowed. in that time, i got through the first chapter and really liked it... so, i bought it. haven't opened it since...

so in front of you, my few friends that read this, i commit to reading a chapter of the book a week. i will finish this book. i will get more sleep. i will make this time right here, right now, worthwhile.

posted by eigenlamer @ 11:23 PM